well my only friends and brothers...
hope your year is goin better en mine. this is the year of broken and missing things, so far. the party ithrew on new years eve (i baked pie had our d'ourves, three or four types of wine,  and hard liquor some mix , coffee , fourtune telling , good music and all that- i had two guests :(  i found out one of my favorite( if not the favorite) man of my life is dead. he has been for a long while, but i just found out. im always the last to know about important things?? my purse, house key, mail box key, bike key, medical cards, bank card and all my id were stolen at the store. i havent had my meds since before new year(that is (all by itself) a whole book-story. yesterday (3pm)the water (hot ,hot, never run outta water)in my tub decided it was going to run full blast til about eleven oclock last nite when maintenance got it shut off(not fixed, just shut off). the whole apt building was without water til then. the freezer door doesnt stay shut for more than five minutes at a time ,if i dont stick the broom across from the drawres to prop it shut. my kid doesnt love me, her friend told me. OMG this part of the year cant be gone fast enough. i hope it is just a bad spot, that will go away soon, lol. til then i will keep telling myself GOD IS GOOD, GOD IS GOOD, GOD IS GOOD  that  and o yeah... its all working out lol !

  ps i really am thankful for what i have ,problems and all -just needed to vent.
have a wierd day!