Monday, January 23, 2012

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Thursday, January 19, 2012

in the mail today...

there were three letters in the mail today. one was from my friend harv.
that was addressed to "son of a bitch" and included "just stick your head
 out the window and yell." and ended "love harv. " the other was from
my friend elaine. that was sentenced to 2 years for failure to pay a fine
and not contacting her PROBATION OFFICER.  i swear the girl has
health issues that NEED to be  tended to and the doctors up there dont
 seem to remember that she has put in requests for medical attention.
 apparently they keep asking her "are you still here?" like they expect
her to go somewhere.i think they are seriously trying to kill her.
 her fingertips are turning blueish black. she has no money and needs to
be on ssi as well as IMEDIATE MEDICAL attention. if anyone reads
this and knows of an advocate PLEASE contact:
ELAINE GHALLAGHAN
po box 490
red bluff CA   96080 
 she will be there till 8-20-2012.  this is a life threatening situation at this
 point. and last but not least a letter from co.co. co. health plan. i missed
an appointment i didnt even know i had. love when that happens. other
wise seems like things are going better than at the first of the year. may
this be a progressively positive improvement. hope you all are lookin up
 too...
HAVE WIERD DAY

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

well my only friends and brothers...
hope your year is goin better en mine. this is the year of broken and missing things, so far. the party ithrew on new years eve (i baked pie had our d'ourves, three or four types of wine,  and hard liquor some mix , coffee , fourtune telling , good music and all that- i had two guests :(  i found out one of my favorite( if not the favorite) man of my life is dead. he has been for a long while, but i just found out. im always the last to know about important things?? my purse, house key, mail box key, bike key, medical cards, bank card and all my id were stolen at the store. i havent had my meds since before new year(that is (all by itself) a whole book-story. yesterday (3pm)the water (hot ,hot, never run outta water)in my tub decided it was going to run full blast til about eleven oclock last nite when maintenance got it shut off(not fixed, just shut off). the whole apt building was without water til then. the freezer door doesnt stay shut for more than five minutes at a time ,if i dont stick the broom across from the drawres to prop it shut. my kid doesnt love me, her friend told me. OMG this part of the year cant be gone fast enough. i hope it is just a bad spot, that will go away soon, lol. til then i will keep telling myself GOD IS GOOD, GOD IS GOOD, GOD IS GOOD  that  and o yeah... its all working out lol !

  ps i really am thankful for what i have ,problems and all -just needed to vent.
have a wierd day!