september 11 2011...ten years later

it has been ten years since 9/11/2001. it is weird to think about that day. it was so scary. at first it was like, i thought it was a movie. you know made up stuff. then it hit me that THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING. i remeber thinking what's going to happen next. i didn't have a car and there were questions as to where to go.. i have places that i would rather be than right next to D.O.D. or any major population centers, like San Fransisco or Sacremento. the obvious reasons they are major targets and when it all goes to hell what is it really gonna be like? i am glad that there weren't any other strikes but that day and everyday for at least a week i kept wondering what was gonna happen next. it is just plain stupid to think that osama didn't know what would happen to those buildings and at the pentagon. after all he was an engineer and quite an educated man. i'm sure that he had factored in the heat levels and weight computations vs. structural integrity. i'm just sayin i dont think it was an accident that those buildings collapsed. i also believe that one of the reasons our economy is in as bad of shape as it is is because of all the business that was disrupted because of the attack. i'm not letting enron and bernie madoff out of the fire either. greed and corruption have devistated this country. that and mismanagement. a freind of mine did an audit on the armed forces and there was a two billion dollar discrepency. i was like totally taken aback. i asked her if she was scared while she was doing the audit. she was so unaffected by it, i was amazed. i mean i don't think i'm paranoid but people have died for a lot less, and that's a lot a hambuger, if yoiu get my drift! anyway i don't believe that was ever resolved but no one died or got busted from the audit. she is now a comfortable retiree. So onward  and upward!..God bless our troops and those that lost their lives in the attack, the firemen that bravely served and gave their lives unquestioningly.and also all the families that have had to go on without their loved ones .love  peace and freedom to you all!